Is this the End?

It’s a roller coaster! Everything is turning upside down in my professional arena now. Life has thrown so many challenges in my life and this one is by far the hardest. Imagine giving your all to a company for almost eight years, spending all your energy, talent and skills, investing emotional connections with your team and bosses. You created your virtual family and you really feel needed, belonged and loved. You feel contented and happy and then one day, in a snap of time, the dark force has just taken them all away from you.

Today is Monday, 31st October 2016 and supposedly my last day at work. My boss hasn’t shown up yet, maybe it is because it’s just 2:56 PM Manila Time and is still too early in the United Kingdom. I feel so bad that working with him will soon end. He has been very good and I just wish I could do something to keep the company going, but there is really nothing I can do. It is beyond my capacity. Waiting for further instructions on what is going to happen to us after today feels like forever and is like I’m slowly dying – it really keeps me awake all night for two days now. I wonder what the future will bring.

I am not so sure if Rob will still keep me, at least as his Virtual Personal Assistant, I hope he will.

I’m dying to know if today is the ‘End’ so that I can move on.